Philosophy
Paradigm and world view
Who am I, and what is the meaning of life?
Here, you can find my personal answer explained following four of my paradigms and deepest theses.
The identity illusion
Changement and Human Nature
We believe that people are born this way, so we say: "it's his character", "it's his nature", "its a family traits".
We believe we have an identity and characteristics that define us as people.
We have built a sense of self: an identity that we believe is unable to change and we must love it just as it is.
People don't change be yourself don't forget who you are.
This sense of self took root in our idea of who i am and gradually became our identity.
The problem is that, as human beings, it's normal to want more than what we are.
We therefore dream of growing and improving ourselves and we create the image of a desired self and it is here that the gap between the two "I" (current version - desired version) begins.
Every time we tend towards the desired self, a gap is created between the person we perceive in this moment and the one we could become. Chaos takes hold in our lives and paralyzes us.
We are unaware of the entire evolutionary process, in our current situation we dream of a desired situation that fails to materialize.
Have you ever stopped for a second and stopped asking yourself "who am i? ", where is this thing you call "me"?
I tell you that:
The self is nothing more than a simple illusion attached to an identity built on the basis of past stories: you are nothing and at the same time you can be anything.
Everyone wants to grow and improve themselves, but this is impossible if you aren't willing to let go parts of yourself.
At this precise moment there are two self: the perceived self (the person and identity that you feel yours right now) and the potential self (the person you can potentially become at any moment).
Before understanding this concept, every day i acted in accordance with my "perceived self" (the identity that i felt was mine) and as a result i continued to become myself.
But then my life changed.
I stopped restrict my ambitions to the limits of my "perceived self" and i simply started feeding a potential self by deciding what i wanted to be.
Now my sense of identity is dynamic, fluid, and continually becoming.
I conceive myself as the set of external inputs that interact and dance with my senses.
They are a set of conditions and variables that occur systematically as a mental story runs a script in my operating system and feeds a sense of identity.
I can consciously observe how all this happens, i access the source code and change the fate of my destiny.
By playing the parts of the puppet and the puppeteer, i influence the variables, dominate the game and govern the fate of my future.
I am a meaning-making animal in a meaningless world.
I live everyday open to let myself become far from the noise, out of a moral sense of context, far beyond the conventions of right and wrong.
Paradox of complementarity
The Universe DNA
Humans are diversity manifestation. opposing parts that coexist within the same casing. awareness that wanders in an ecosystem where order and chaos interact. Within this game everything is complementary.
Each of us is both rational and irrational, introverted and extroverted, determined and careful.
We are used to think about the different halves that live within us as two distinct and separate wholes.
When the truth is there are two subsets that are part of the same element.
Your identity follow the same logic:
You are probably more introverted than extroverted, rational rather than emotional and careful rather than instinctive but the potential of your other halves dwells within you, you just have to develop it.
The ultimate goal that moves and justifies my every behavior is in the desire to integrate every single part of me, overcome traumas, fears, wounds and develop inner completeness.
The meaning of life
Value and Experience
if (identity === illusion && orderAndChaosCoesistinsIdeOfYou) {ask: so who the fuck am i? }
Here's the answer: I am the life meeting itself through experience.
Lets me explain that telling you a story.
A university professor during a philosophy lesson on the meaning of things looks at his students and says to them:
"If i were a superior being capable of getting everything he wanted i think i would be bored, so you know what i would do? I would create a world governed by duality (light/shadow harmony/chaos), i would divide myself into billions of parts, i would slip into it forgetting that i am a god and i would live inside this video game."
Some time ago, in conversation with myself, i asked myself what was the point of all this introspection, all this looking inside and getting lost in the labyrinths created by myself.
Here my personal reflection:
Growing, achieving more, looking inside and overcoming your limits is not necessary to achieve happiness, but it is what makes life damn interesting.
I've always been looking for tools to live with more enthusiasm and freedom to be. To let go of any kind of judgment, control, idea of separation, attachment, expectation, emotional influences related to my wounds and live with union, love, listening, connection and kindness.
All my research take me to the enthusiasm: the spiritual evolution complementary to nihilism.
In a world devoid of meaning, traveling life with peace and lightness is a form of spiritual evolution.
Every step of the journey is an incredible opportunity to experience and meet part of the life and feel part of it.
The meaning of life is to take every step with enthusiasm and joy, playing the videogame of life.
The happiness algorithm
The wonder of creation
So with all these things in mind why i want to put incomprehensible code inside an ide for 8+ hours a day for the rest of my life?
To simple experience the wonder of creating.
Think about it. I am life meeting itself through experience and contributing to the creation of life through the wonder of creating, is there anything more beautiful than this?
I found happiness in build things, make things happen, understand how things works, contribute to project with a positive impact and asking myself questions away from the noise.
I found joy in love, authenticity and spontaneity of being, all characteristics that i think everyone has within themselves and that they can cultivate and bring into their daily lives.
I found wonder in the simply being present and welcoming, playing with life: a magnificent and perfect experience, navigating meanings through different questions and points of view.
I found gratitude in the everyday process, living away from instant gratification and in the beauty of reality: the one who is authentic and never perfect.
This is my happiness algorithm and this is my life philosophy explained.
The Awakening FlyWheel
My Positive Impact on the World
Start from the center, where it says "Questions", and follow the cause-and-effect relationship:
The more people I help ask the right questions → The more people start an inner journey → The clearer their lives become → The more people know themselves → The more they will heal internally → All of this will virtuously nurture and add value to our collective consciousness → As a result, more and more people will start an inner journey.
This is my flywheel cycle that I contribute to influencing to create a cultural and intellectual revolution and give rise to a new generation of free, aware, and thinking individuals.
As a second-order consequence over time, this, in my opinion, can lead to the awakening of the species.
These are the most important variables I commit to cultivating daily:
1. Asking questions
2. Living with love in full community with others
3. Living with mental presence
4. Managing sexual energy
5. Understanding the laws of creation, the alchemy of the self, and daily enthusiasm.
This is all I want to contribute and what I give time and attention to every day.